Its a competition, and you're losing. If they're not threatened by you, you're not skinny enough. You're not winning. Some people might not agree, but for me, there is no better motivation than the prize of accomplishment and beating some skinny bitch at her own game. I recently figured I was looking at it wrong, I looked at it as an equal playing field, but truth is, 40 pounds can make a hole lot of an 'effing difference no matter what anyone says. The first glance between you and the thinner chick next you says it all, and I'm tired of that. If you dont see it as a competition, I can promise you she does. Some where along the line in my 16 years of existance I missed the memo. The memo where, after you turn 12 everything about your appearance is going to matter, so put the donut down. I missed the skinnygirl memo and was left with a mouth full. Literally. Now I'm changing that. Making up for loss time and sad weight gain, I'm going to be her at the end of this. I'm going to be the image of myself that I see when I dream. The girl I approve and with the healthy body I love. This is me winning. Look out bitches. (; 
Missed The Skinny Girl Memo
I have a lot of work to do. This is 8 months of work (July - February). I am finally learning to love my body and love myself. I am proud of this picture. I am proud of my hard work. And I can’t wait to see how far I will be in the next few months :)
5’6 any progress?
I’m afraid that one day he will want to kiss me, but I’ll tell him no because I wouldn’t want him to taste or smell my disorder.
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When and if Prince Charming comes knocking, my only wish will be that I remembered to shave.
I’m ready to give up what I have to, to be who I want too.
It can only get better from here if you try.
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